Ill never stop caring, ill never stop feeling the way i do for you… I dont think i can ever hold myself back when i am with you.. I really love you.. i really miss you
Iv lost that special place in your heart… smothered myself out
Hate my thoughts.. id like to go far away from reality..
I knew the consequences, my logic told me it was fake, knowing how optimistic i am i hoped it was love. Now here i am dealing with the consequences, and there you are enjoying it all. Why rise to fall? when you can end it all, iv tried just getting by but even that drives me to die.. Now i lay in this broken place where the guns that once protected me is in my face